We will see

It's 1:52am and all is sweetly sleeping except me. So I decided to go on the internet and look at babygap,but I saw Jens blog spot and began reading.I must say blogging can be addicitve, I went from blog to blog to blog and eventually got inspired to create my on blog. I will be honest and say I scared to blog for many reasons. The first one being I don't know how long I will blog or if I will blog, as you all know keeping in touch is quite difficult for me, so I am little scared to comment, #2 I am bad speller, but I just saw spell check so I might be o.k and # 3 I have insecurity of being a bad writer that all goes back to ninth grade english and so I am scared to write for fear of everyone knowing I am bad writer. However I am thirty and I am ready to be bold and get over my fears. I have to many of them. So I will write care freely and not worry of my typos and bad spellings. I will just share my heart, which I have not done so lately. There is something quite soothing about just typing what ever comes to you mind. It is almost theriputic. O.k. so here I am we will see how it goes, I am not promising I'll be completely faithful, but I will try.